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I hate ECE 334

I haven’t written in a while. Let’s see… I HATE ECE334! It is the WORST CLASS EVER! I HATE IT SO MUCH!

There. That felt SO much better. STUPID CLASS. Now I have to do these DUMB projects that I don’t really give a CRAP about. Some stupid transistor amplifier stuff. Absolutely ridiculous. These labs are so freaking asinine. Then I have to do the stupid homework for that class. Ugh. I hate it. The professor is doing his best to make sure we understand, but to no avail really. He just goes over theory and doesn’t do any problems in class. I don’t give a crap anymore. Hell, I’m graduating this semster and I have a cum laude. I would’ve had summa if it wasn’t for a dumb shit of a professor who doesn’t know what a finite state machine is. According to his dumb ass, the outputs of the state machines go on top of the arrows. Is that DUMB or what?

Do I seem exceptionally bitter? I am not really. I am just sick of doing stupid stuff. It’s not because the stuff has some intrinsic “stupid” quality. The stuff has become stupid because of terrible professors. In my senior year, in all the 400 level computer classes I have taken, I have had only ONE good professor. The rest of the SUCKED. ONE IN PARTICULAR – CAN YOU GUESS WHICH ONE?! The only class that I like right now is one I didn’t even have to take – CSE 521.

I hate this week. I just want to get that homework and lab done…

Discouraged?

I’m used to getting something back when I work hard on something. I got totally destroyed on a CSE 521 shotgun (quiz). And I tried so hard! I bet it’s really stupid mistakes. I don’t know… I feel really dumb right about now. Stupid stupid STUPID.

Getting things

Some people get some stuff easily. Other people get other stuff easily. Look at my silly journal… my life is mostly defined by one thing… COMPUTERS. Isn’t that so SAD? I only get computers. I am not human. No… definitely not. There is a set of rules in my head that tell me what society is supposed to be like. Like what to expect. In some ways I feel more like Data in Star Trek (you don’t like Star Trek? Well, then you suck). It’s not like I’m aspiring to be human (like Data)… no it’s more like I can’t understand some humans. But then again, I probably appear equally illogical. So I guess what I know is that I’ll never know.

You know what’s fun for me? Sitting down in front my TV with Star Trek MPEGs being siphoned through the RCA cables that are hooked up to my computer in my bedroom. Sitting there with hot chocolate and then some of that Lemon Grass Chicken dish from Nhat Vietnamese Cuisine. Yes… that’s fun. I like that.

What else is fun? Running down Camelback with Josh and Michael. That was fun. Wind whipping through your hair. A fine sheen of sweat on your body. Hopping from rock to rock – a split second decision that is the difference between a well placed step and a nasty spill. Red rock blurring by and fragments of people’s coversations. Dogtags jingling.

Then there’s more that’s fun. Walking back home drunk with Michael after an evening at Casy Moor’s. Talking about such profound issues as can humanity ever acheive the utopia shown in Star Trek? Or other stuff… like when we yelled Hindi swearwords at a bunch of Indian Graduate students while speeding down University drive at three in the morning. I forget who was driving, but Michael and I were in the back of his jeep.

Fun times… I get that. It’s not too bad afterall. 🙂

Whatever

You know how someone always has a theory about men and women and how they get along together or don’t get along together or how they want to go out with each other or how they don’t want to go out or any amount of that crap. You know what? That’s all it is – CRAP!

The world sucks! Deal with it! There is no stupid theory. People are just people. And sometimes, people suck.

Yes I am quite bitter right now. Why do you ask?

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