I am tempted to write something insightful. But I don't know what. There's a cloud in my head. Big. Heavy. But it won't rain!
Two choices. One you've wanted for a while. The other one is new. One is ambiguous... confusing. The other seems more straightforward. One you've been trying to forget about - but it keeps coming back. The other one just popped up recently. The first one seems to be telling you to choose it. But you're not sure - because it seemed liked that before, but you were wrong. The second one isn't really telling you anything. It's left it all up to you. Maybe the first one has too... but you're not sure. Choice Two can influence Choice One - but in ways you cannot predict. You want to go for Choice One. You'd like it - but then again, it may be a mistake... Maybe Choice One doesn't want to be chosen! Maybe you're just assuming again that it wants to be chosen. Choice Two is new - easier to deal with perhaps.
With such ambiguities present, which one should you choose? Choice Two for now... Choice One is volatile - perhaps you're not ready for it yet. Maybe later?